My Grandpa Heap has terminal cancer. It's been hard to come to terms with, but we have the gospel, and we know we'll see grandpa again someday. That makes it easier, but I have to admit, I'm selfish. I'm so sad that he might not be here to see our baby. Our baby won't get to know grandpa on earth, but I'm so grateful that we'll be able to all be together again in Heaven someday. :)
There's one week left before our first appointment, and I'm dying! Time can't get any slower at this point. Patience has never been one of my strong attributes, but really, waiting to get to tell everyone I love about this good news is killing me! Plus every time I see a baby at church I just want to fast forward so bad, so we can get to snuggling our little one!
Not much has changed from last week, except I have heartburn radiating to my toes. Today in one of my many 'pregnancy update newsletter' emails I got a bunch of promo codes to get different baby items for only the cost of shipping, and I caved. When else would I have like 60 bucks to get a baby carrier? This one's even cute and I only had to pay $15!! Of course I ordered it! I'm so excited to start adding to a baby collection. Seriously, I might have to carry tiny socks around in my purse just to tide me over until I get to hold this tiny human!
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